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Endoscopy Day

It's about 8:45 am and my endoscopy is scheduled for this afternoon. I have a half day of work and then going home and my wife will be driving me to my test. It's been a week of no Nexium. The last 2 days with no Zantac and eating Tums like they are candy. What I don't know is if I'll be able to start taking my Nexium again after the test. I'm supposed to be recording when I get hearburn afterward. I will be carrying a recorder around the size of a pager.

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. It always makes me nervous to go under anesthesia. I always worry I won't wake up. Can't wait to get some food. I'm on clear liquids until around 9:15 and then nothing. I have a tea and a water next to me.

Today's test is at Johns Hopkins Hospital and although I've been there numerous times as an employee, this will be my first time as a patient.

According to my scale, I have lost 6.6 pounds. My official start weight for WLS is 220. I am required to lose 5% of my weight, so 11 pounds needs to be gone by December. I'm going to do it.

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